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[11 Apr 2006|03:36am] |
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well, as the pattern dictates...
ashley left, i gave up ilarouxstyle for girlsd.
dana came, i gave up girlsd for citrushine.
erin leaves, i give up citrushine for...
whatelse? http://tomhoshino.livejournal.com
yeah, i'm uncreative. i guess i could've been ~homicide555 or ~1000papercranes or something even more better.
but i like ~tomhoshino.
it makes me think of team manx. which makes me think of dana. and dana always makes me happy.
Dana already made the journal all player and shi and i've been writing in it to boot! i was gonna make it friends only but then i remembered no one cares anymore! so i wanna make it as acessible to the people who actually want to read it. there you have it. <3
i love you all.
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[04 Apr 2006|03:11am] |
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Hey, i, uh. uploaded some art. you can find it at tomhoshino.deviantart.com
jesus, its time for bed
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[03 Apr 2006|01:04pm] |
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RJD2 THE HORROR! |
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i have the internet now.
BEWARE
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[28 Mar 2006|11:01pm] |
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#1 Boss Fight, Del Lago, RE4 |
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its not until you get older
that you realize
scars that you earn
are much better
than ones you give to yourself.
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[22 Feb 2006|10:00pm] |
Dear Dana:
finding your email address/ AIM/devart/ livejournal is HARD for someone as compuretarded as me. will you email it all to me? i love you.
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| time for a game of disappearing bears |
[21 Feb 2006|11:25pm] |
i feel really alone right now.
like trash. like. empty.
like i'll never smile again, like i've been broken in two.
...did you ever feel like that?
all i want to do is talk to [you] and hold [you] and be with [you] and tell you everything that happened to me today.
but i can't. because its not the same. it can't won't can't ever be. i'm just.. so used to thinking about [you], my brain just does it automatically. what i'm not used to is the crying.
i don't want to tell you anything. i don't want you to know anything about me.
i want everything to be secret from [you]
i don't know why. maybe somewhere i think it will make me invulnerable. so you can't hurt me anymore.
i know that wasn't the intention.
i'm not used to feeling so lonely. even with all these people aboud me. like i'm lost.
everything is so cold without you here.
i'm still so impatient to get back to you..then i remember that you don't want me.
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[08 Aug 2005|12:13pm] |
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ULTIMATE LIST OF AWESOME SUSTINENCE:
1. Glaceau vitaminwater, YELLOW (energy/tropical citrus)
2. SOY AND FLAXSEED CHIPS <3<3<3 from trader joes
3. ORGANIC STRAWBERRIES
4. Lundberg RICE CHIPS (Sesame Seaweed or sea salt)
5. juan canary melons
6. RAINBOW. CHARD. YES.
7. pom wonderful POM CHERRY flavor <3<3 ohhh goddd
8. SKYLINE Beans and rice chili
9. PINEAPPLE
10. FUJI apples!
11. SPICY BLACK BEAN DIP (also from trader joes)
12. THAI KITCHEN Rice Noodle Bowl MUSHROOM
13. ALMOND BREEZE CHOCOLATE!!!!!!
14. ORGANIC SPINACHHHH
15. Organic BANANAs
16. SOY DELICIOUS STRAWBERRY (with some rainforest granola YUM)
17. ATULFO. MANGOs
18. McDonalds Big Mac
19. OF COURSE I WASN'T SERIOUS!
20. GREEN CURRY, the jewel of thailand
21. VALENCIA ORANGES
22. Dr. Praegger's California Burgers, the BEST VEGGIE BURGER EVR.
23. Dana Copes
24. I MEAN IT. EVR.
25. DRIED Unsulphured, sweetened PINEAPPLE CHUNKS
this list is in no particular order, nor is it all-encompassing. I'm just really hungry.
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| change of heart |
[27 Jun 2005|03:36pm] |
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YEAH SO, i expressed my deep disliking for that email address so THIS should come as no surprise.
My good friend invited me to open a gmail account and i DID and it was great. so it is titled:
cicadasong@gmail.com
i'll set that as my email through this livejournal so its easy to find. i'll check te other one now and again incase someone misses this post but saw the other one. sorry to do a change up so quick but that is the way of finicky poets. werd.
we <3 cicadas. we h8 hazelnut coffees.
SEND ME YOUR NUMBERS!!! NUMBERSSSSS!!! POSTERRRR!!!!
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| By The Way |
[26 Jun 2005|11:09pm] |
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OKAY EVERYONE:
I have free long distance now, so if you want me, if you realllllyyy want me, email me your fone and MAYBE
MAYBE
i'll call you.
who are we kidding? Of course i'll call you.
...or WILL I?
no one knows.
ohyeah my email is now: rainbowthugmurder@yahoo.com
yeah well none of the other ones i tried were availiable. i know its lametastic but its like a picture i drew.
STOP JUDGING ME!!
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| What happens in Vegas... Gets Posted on the Internet <3 |
[25 Jun 2005|07:50pm] |
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Welll, i finally got out here to visit my mom and sister..
Dear god i've spent so much moneys.
But not on what you would think, i actually we gambling for the FIRST TIME EVR today. I played a slot machine called "Enchanted Unicorn" XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXDDDDDDDDDDD it wasn't very enchanted for me, though. Momma gave me a five to play on and i won some, then lost some but this great machine by the name of "Mystical Mermaid" Repaid me my five dollars and gave me an additional $3.65 and i fuckin LEFT. *whew*
Momma started with $20, lost like $15, then i jerked her away wen se got back up to 21.. good times.
We had this adventure at a casino called 'The Orleans'. It had pretty good decorations. I got a photo of this huge alligator with light up eyes. and the mardi gras bar... Also, we got free drinks from this hot asian cocktail waitress wearing panties.
...but enough about that.
Let me begin at the beginning: (more for my benefit than yours...;D )
My first night here Jeffie and i walked down the street to this vietnamese restaurant called...er..Song Huong. NOT ONLY did the incredibly nice chef special make me a vegetarian stirfry composed of tofu, bok choy, cabbage, straw mushrooms and ONIONS (ALL MY FAVS <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3) but there was also an aquarium, AND a huge, flatscreen plasma TV playing vietnamese music videos. Tim Lai Lan Nua! And then some of the chef's friends came in... AND DID KAREOKE. IN VIETNAMESE. it was t.h.e. shirt. Did i mention that this was all atlike 1am? Well, i loved las vegas allllllready.
The Next Day (Wednesday)... we went to this thrift called "Savers", where i found this ...-savory- petticoat. it was huge and fluffy ad kneelength. I found a bunch other cool stuff, too, like an OG McDonalds Thumper AND Flower and a SNARF figure AND the Camel from Raggedy Ann & Andy and some H.O.T. shoes. So, i went up to buy the shit, and my petticoat had a mysterious pricetag. The girl told me it meant it was part of a three piece set, and they couldn't POSSIBLY sell me the petticoat without the other two pieces. I am so irate that i don't buy anything.
IN REDEMPTION. We took a trip to 'Chinatown' which was more like 'Koreatown' when i STOCKPILED HELLA stickeys and stationary and little tape dispensers and a bunch of other NONsense. it was great.
That night, JPop and i went to walk around...''the Strip''. I took my FIrST busride down. We went into helly casinos and i took helllllyyy photos. We got LOST in Desert Passage and got pizza at NYNY and i got to see the watershow at the Bellagio to 'Viva Las Vegas' and then took my first CABride back home.
AND THE NEXT DAY (Thursday). we went to the MOUNTAINS. And took lotsa photos.P.S. it was HOT. And that night Jeffie and I went back to the strip and we got to ride the ROLLERCOASTER at NYNY and then we attempted to find Treasure Island. We followed a sign into the Venetian and became..comically lost. That place is like a hotel in The Shining. I seriously expected to be assaulted by a man with an axe at any moment. Somehow we ended up in a thoroughly inactive part of the hotel and wandered into a kitchen. Needless to say we screamed and ran.
Miraculously, we found an exit and Treasure Island was right in front of us! So we got over just in time for the pirate show. Oh yes, 'Sirens of TI'. It was Awesome, in that fabulously cheesy, trashy, Vegas way. with scantily clad ladies and wet men and explosions. its totally worth seeing. Esp. from the front row. <3
SO THE NEXT DAY (Friday) Mom and I got to spend the day together. We ran errands. :p. But that evening we went to see Lance Burton, master magician. it was gold, Jerry. Pure Gold. Before that we had to find me some shoes to match my dress and ended up back at Savers. Now, i had sworn never to set foot in Savers again. Because of what they did to separate me from my petticoat. while we were there my mom went up and asked about the petticoat and worked her Mom-I-Always-Get-What-I-Want-Magic AND THOSE FUCKERS SURRENDERED IT. FOR $7.99!!!!!!!!! omgyay.
Anyway Lance Burton. He's from Louisville (WERD) and the show was funny and ghastly sexual har har.
And that brings me back to today. its been a good day. Hopefully tomorrow will bring even more adventures <3<3
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| Request For Europeans |
[17 May 2005|04:02pm] |
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Allright, i need a huge, huge, very huge favor from someone who lives in England, or possibly Germany, or possiby anywhere in Europe.
If you know of Buffalo Boots, that would be even better,
If you have a digital camera, that wouldbe better still.
if one or all of these criteria apply to you, and you like me enough to make me the happiest girl alive...please respond.
please.
please. *puppyfrown*
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| Please, Please, Europeans |
[17 May 2005|12:52pm] |
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Allright, i need a huge, huge favor from someone, anyone who lives in England. Or possibly Germany, or possibly most places in Europe.
If you are familiar with Buffalo Boots, that would be even better.
If you have a digital camera, though not necessary, that would also be nice.
Please. Double please. My life is in your hands.
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[30 Apr 2005|10:34pm] |
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i'm pissed off.
and i know i'm being immature.
and that pisses me off even more.
that i can't feel validated.
but that doesn't change the fact.
that i'm so annoyed.
fuck.
fuck fuck fuck.
holy shirt the jimmy john's webpage is scary.
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[22 Apr 2005|02:53pm] |
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WHO AM I MIKE JONES |
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Dear Laina,
I SAW YOU ON 'KNOWLEDGE QUEST' THIS MORNING! The answer was 'hydrogen bonds'. Also: Damn, Hughes High mopped the floor with ya'll. They must have cheated. <3 Or maybe they had fast buzzer thumbs. you know how it go.
anyway it made me miss you. bunches.
Now i need to look up about some guy who wrote some book about the Holy Grail. i saw on PBS an army of people analyzing it and it sounded beautifully sad.
Also, Chris Goodwin. I saw a book about David Blane and it made me miss you.
And Nightsky, for the love of Capcom, i need your phone number.
After all, i do have free long distance. :(
Yeah i'm at the library again.
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| Tax Day |
[15 Apr 2005|05:16pm] |
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I DON'T HAVE EMAIL!!! SO DON'T BOTHER <3
i sneak in like a ninja. i know ancient stuff.
I use my chinese star to pick the locks and steal your car!
i use the confusion of a smoke bomb to remove your bra, and you wouldn't even notice.
basically i made this entry to annoy Dana. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
maybe i'll buy a computer with my tax return. HMM?
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| one of my turns |
[03 Nov 2004|03:13pm] |
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Today is gray.
I'm feeling gray, too.
its like my favourite Pink Floyd Song.
without the axe.
hopefully i can muster up the drive to decorate my room. if it feels cozy in there i think my mood will improve.
I have to convince myself to be vegan again. Eating right should also help me cheer up. You know, because then you
don't feel like you're drowning.
in a pit of capitalist american commercialism.
stupid john kerry. does anyone else feel jilted? If my vote was on a provisional ballot i'd be extra angry.Its kind of like they're telling eveyone that voted that way that their opinion doesn't matter. Or maybe i'm just stewing.
read Dana's (starc [??]) journal entry about the place we went to vote. it was very fulfilling. i thought it was really going to do something. Anyway, we -did- see a wild turkey.
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| My Best Friend Mister Bones |
[01 Nov 2004|04:16pm] |
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He's the best cat ever. besides THE TEL of course. Oh god if Mudbone and Montel got together the world would explode.
from too much cute.
anyway about work last night:
imagine the worst, busiest day you've had at work.
and now imagine that it all happened in not quite 2 hours.
and also, if you will, imagine that all of your customers are republicans.
(because George Bush was speaking down the street, and my restaurant is the only thing open that late on a sunday night.)
and they're all pissed off because its only you and one other person there to serve them. and they can't possibly imagine that the reason that youdidn't bring them their drinks right away is because you had to greet your fifteen other tables.
One of them asked me who i was voting for. I told him Kerry.
He was flabbergasted. I explained to him that i was poor, And he said.."Well, George Bush is -for- the poor." And i laughed and laughed.
Listen, i'm not gonna hate on people for voting for Bush. I mean, if he has your best intrests in mind, you should. That's how it works, isn't it? But, you know, i won't fall for your fanciful tales.
Epilouge:
"Allright guys. I may not be in for work tomorrow."
"Why not?"
"Well, isn't George Bush staying in town tonight?"
"Yeah..."
"If i see him, i'm gonna have to try to kill him."
"Oh yeah, understandable."
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| would you like some crepes? |
[31 Oct 2004|02:15pm] |
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So, i'm dressed up in my halloween costume waiting to go to work.
I just caught the end of a movie called "Piranha"; which included the resolution and the ending credits. I think it had Jackie from 'That 70s Show' in it. This movie is totally worth renting because of the end theme song: a death metal ballad called "Killer Mutant Piranhas". Its pretty special.
And now i'm watching another "scary" movie ad i'm not sure the title. Its about man eating sharks. But they keep showing footage of gray nurse sharks. I mean... seriously. Do some research.
ITS TIME!
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[22 Oct 2004|01:25pm] |
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yeah boyee
it's dana and hilary day and we at the librar. i'm super sick and super hungry. its almost time for krishna's
My throat hurts. i want pictures of today.
Yes.
"hermetically. "
there you go, dna.
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| early shift |
[11 Oct 2004|11:47am] |
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Dana, i'm hungry and therefore i miss you.
i'm waiting for your packages and just sitting here. Someone knocked on the door a little while ago but it wasn't them, just that Sharon lady. But i was still excited when she knocked.
And now i'm watching "The View" being hungry as hell and missing our free cable and wishing it was Dana Hilary lunch party. :::(((
Oh, suck to the max, i just realized you're going to be opening more often now! My life is over! What am i going to do if i can't hang out with you in the morning and you go to sleep so early at night? Kuh! How can i live like this! OH, how i long for death's sweet release...
Holy shit what's going on with this show, Dana? These ladies are insane. Popular culture just confuses and disorients me, nowadays. I wish you were here so we could go to the park. Or go try on old costumes. or dress up and take pictures. or go get tofutti cuties. or taco bell. or red pepper. oh wow i'm hungry.
and basically i just wish you were here.
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